i've been broken everytime i open that door
it knocks all day long pounding into my head
i know it isnt her on the otherside but i open it
"you ******* **** you arent worth anything"
he's lying to me but the words are there
i put them there myself
why couldnt it be her, just once, to save me
is it because she too needs to be saved
i feel her close to me but her energy's fading
i wretch in my body, spirit prying to break free
i swear im going to lock that door shut, this time
i have to be the one who does it
i have to save her
maybe its me knocking and she is finally on the otherside
who opens the door?