The first time we sat together, just you and I, I rolled up my sleeves to show you the secrets I kept hidden there. My nerves were going crazy, and I felt sick to my stomach. You looked and you scanned the rows of scars across my arms. I never spoke of them directly, but I told you I was lost once, lost to myself and everyone around. I told you there were things I did just to survive myself. You never spoke, and I grabbed your hand, bringing it over the ridged flesh. Even with all of these deformities, in your eyes I'm still beautiful.