I've finally realized my worst nightmare. All it took was reading something that was always there hidden in the recesses of someone else's mind, written down for yours and mine to process and enjoy, relate to then forget as we continue down the rabbit hole of online.
But this story, this time, seemed to stick.
I've met my greatest fear, the panic it incurs. The breathlessness. The blurriness. The helplessness. merely from the though of it... to forget