Happiness is but a myth, watching smiles light a room what a wonderful gift I said happiness is but a myth, watching smiles light a room what a wonderful gift I said happiness is but a MYTH, now that I have your attention watch my lips closely Emotional battles rage on in both my heart and mind "Do I live, do I die" Yes you heard me correctly I didn't think my heart would be sitting here playing I spy Because my little eyes don't have enough tears although I cry the atlantic But then again I rather spill my own blood and take a ride along the titanic I'm only human so why must I suffer such a curse of a life But who said I had to suffer when I own a deadly kitchen knife That way I wouldn't have to be seen or heard, left alone to the dead and become extinct Just wait for it to happen I'll disappear as soon as you blink I can't live like this anymore broken, shattered searching for a crescent moon to meet my face Only thing is I got that crescent moon but its hanging on the dark side blind to the sun deep in outer space I'm a waste of space an outcast like Pluto wanting to be a planet but ******* I can't manage I can't keep opening up a black hole and a worm hole and still try to cover it up with the same bandage Thought I was loved in the slightest when in reality I'm a loner putting his shadow amongst the physicals Well those who actually have a body since I deteriorated a while ago and couldn't even be called mechanical I'm getting colder by the second you'd think I was a corpse Well you wouldn't think it since it may soon be a true story and I'm telling you this without any remorse Basically I hate life nothing was in it for me except the usual daily depression I call it my best friend a brother and sister and it gives me the greatest ****** expression I think the best way to leave this horror film is with the Grim Reaper as my shouffer There's no way you can save me now because death is Just A Little Closer