ever walk into a vague attempt at a forest, find yourself ******* in the open, and someone in a parked car suddenly turn on the headlights, and speedily drive away from: "the scene of the crime"? and there i was thinking i was good... apparently infirmary does that to you... whatever "you" is at that point... no less a ***** as no more a zombie... all the more: the fictive - king! - of jerusalem! maybe i received the wrong juggling act of: "up-to-date", "current-affairs"... nights can be vague... esp. in scarce, modern quasi-forests... a drunk walks past, a pseudo-homeless man is strapped to the confines of a car... the drunk takes a ****... the confined man becomes invigorated with hitchcock metaphors... the drunk is later accused of parking a van where an amateur **** movie is taking place... drunk walks past with an un-buttoned shirt... inspecting: so i was "here"... when all of this, took place? ever walk into a western allowance of a forest and suddenly stop, exclaiming: ****! where's my shadow?!