Pain was never pretty, illness was never "in," I'm not looking for anyone to save me, I'd just like to make someone happy, I'd just like to have a friend. One who doesn't leave when my time with them has to end.
Sick was never jealousy envoking, and crying till 2 A.M. was a thought unvisited. I don't long for someone to come along and hug me, but I can still imagine that somebody enjoys my company, and that we can get lost in senseless fun.
june 29, 2018
i don't wanna be too much of a downer right now, and a lot of the time i am not as pessimistic as my writing. this is just an attempt at saying "don't romanticise (mental) illness." type of thing. byee...