i have so much anger
too much to even think about
yet alone deal with
i am rage
firecracker
burning at my fingertips
that cannot stop
shaking
i have never felt so alone
but yet surrounded by people
i feel like i have been swimming
in a tunnel
and i have no idea how to float here
no idea how to
breathe
on this planet
it’s the most natural thing to do
except i don’t know how to
hold my lips together and inhale
i don’t know how to open my mouth
and exhale
i have no clue how to forget
my brain is scared with your
hateful lies and mistakes that happen too often to be called mistakes
madness is a maze in my head
and i don’t think i even wanna complete the puzzle
there will always be too many pieces to put together because there’s so many lies that have been told
too much hope
melting off of my body
too long of a tunnel to swim through