I know how it feels to see your life fall apart Pieces of my tattered soul lie at my feet Hiding deep within, my emotions are stirred Nothing I see seems concrete How do I know anything is real Everything can slip away in the blink of an eye I am handed these thoughts from somewhere above Those who have asked to hear them, I cannot tell My thoughts are ever changing, so I must second guess Every step I take, for what if it is a wrong turn I should have known all I had learned was false My mind is warped by my own bitter thoughts I have one chance to make a crucial choice Should I change who I am for the better Everything is changed at the chime of a clock I am tired of hiding behind false curtains All I want is to return to the real world
Freestyle from 2005. Not even sure what was going on at the time. Lost within my own insanity would be my guess.