I am navigating a tunnel of unchartered territory. An established symbiotic pairing outlined in uncertainty; I’ve seen it before. Complete immersion underwater. Unable to breathe, inhaling only gentle touches and three powerful words. A string is pulled in the wrong direction, a storm creates an unwelcome current, causing trust to evaporate like water over heat. For now I will enjoy the precipitation of bliss, the downpour of risk, and the utter flood of a lack of control that makes it worth it.