one day...
out of nowhere, someone told me
"you bring joy to my life".
i was so happy, indeed i was, i guess i still am,
so i continued to make you happy...
making everyone else happy...
since they said i have the power in my hands,
and i feel special.

today...
out of nowhere, a voice deep inside me said
"now they're the happiest they could ever be... why are they not with you right now?"
i don't know what to feel, or how to react...
i am disappointed.. devastated...
turns out I'm just a place for them to heal and recover,
and won't come here again unless they are in pain,
just like how patients come to the hospital in hopes to heal,
and will eventually leave when they no longer feel the pain.