Dear Brain, I knew you could control me for not falling to somebody but you couldn't control me really well. Instead, you make it even worse. You dreaming and make your own dream with someone that i love.
You tried to make your dream feels better when this body close her eyes. But you kills me slowly when this body open her eyes.
You dreamt about it like would be really happen to us, But it just unfair for her to make her forget that she just a 17 years old girl with no lover.
Could you please fix your ownself and stop making that stupid dream. If you already fix yourself then learn how to control me really well. Because it's the truly key and the real function of us to her.
We could talk about it more again someday.
Self reminder to you, that you could make me better without even paying something.