Tonight my I will pretend that my soul is not asleep on a beach in Zanzibar tonight.
As fiercely as I try to be present I always seem to find my mind absent but I never fail to find it directly beside you.
Across the world, I feel the red string tied around my pinky finger pulsing with our unified heartbeat gently trying to guide me back to you.
It is with a sort of despair that my tired body collapses once again into an empty bed I hold the pillows I've surrounded myself with just a little bit tighter knowing that across the world, when you fell asleep your last thoughts were of me
You are burned into my skin With every brush on the shoulder from another My mind freefalls into the comfort I know your comfort to be. Always, moments flow back into my mind of the warmth of your arms your finger trailing down my spine your hands wrapping my body around yours.
On our last day together, you thought I was still asleep, you wrapped one arm gently around me, cradling me into your chest, I could hear your heartbeat, strong and steady, and your other fingers traced the lines and curves of my body, whispering sweet nothings into my hair, finding peace with your body next to mine. When I finally opened my eyes, I woke in the way that leaves a glow in my chest for the rest of the day. Your sweet smile bringing me back to earth, your gentle 'good morning my love' bringing my smile to my sleepy eyes.