Trying to erase her Past.... She desperately Longs for.... Wanting to be Last.... Wanting to be More.... Loving White.... But wearing Black.... With wish to take a Bite.... She puts chocolate Back.... Loving Rain.... But staing under Roof.... Wrists decorated with Pain.... Eyes Waterproof.... Wishing for someone to Care.... Wishing for world to End.... My Lady Despair.... My only Friend.... .... Me.... Just like i have always been.... My own Wife.... My own Knife.... Forever stuck between.... Trying to live my Life....