You cross my mind
less
and less
e v e r y
day.

                             And maybe I should be grateful
                             to not be constantly reminded
                             of so much pain
                             and sadness

Yet here I sit
with sorrow in my heart,

not because I miss you.
but
I am sitting here
with tears blurring my vision

because we aren't close enough
for me to miss you
anymore.