she was perfect in the beginning before the botox and hair extensions the adding to and taking from her body endured the smile that she faked with teeth that weren't hers but they were perfect just like you expected her to be and i watched her fade away no longer the person she used to be but she had to be perfect for you because you couldn't stomach the thought of being with someone who wasn't, could never be a model of the things you desired in the flesh, yours to hold but her heart was no longer the one you used to know the one you fell in love with because this one was empty just like you wanted her to be because if she had to be perfect she could never be herself