I really do feel torn in two,
my heart,
mind,
and emotions
all torn in two

I feel I have left things unfinished,
there are still things to be done
on that small island
yet...
here in my "home" things are just starting
if I leave now, now these things too will be unfinished.
what am I to do except follow the endless flow of time  and space?
even if at times I may not  simply "flow" but be dragged along its current.