It's been several weeks Passing on and on and on, That the words don't come Nature heals me, The soft whisper of life - Soothes my darkened soul A smile makes me believe again The words I read let me feel again The words just won't come Forcing them never work Drinking is tortuous The room of love has been An empty oasis waiting in the sun This seems insurmountable at times Long, never ending battle against myself Every time I try, it's a busy tone Staring at the black keys They mock me in plain sight Only the tones of music hear me Only my closed eyes let me see it