I’m sorry I wrote you. I’m sorry I’m as weak as I told you. I’m sorry I wasn’t lying. I’m sorry I never lied. I’m sorry for all the broken nights I’m sorry I couldn’t fix them. I’m sorry I couldn’t fix myself I’m sorry I couldn’t help you. I’m sorry I messed everything up I’m sorry I couldn’t take it anymore. I’m sorry I got tired of being alone I’m sorry the permanence makes it easier. I’m sorry you can’t write anymore. I’m sorry I never could. I’m sorry you couldn’t see yourself how I always saw you I’m sorry you can’t see what I still see. I’m sorry I loved you. I’m sorry I loved you harder than I’ve loved anyone else I’m sorry you made me question myself. I’m sorry it ended this way. I’m sorry I kept writing because I didn’t know how not to I’m sorry you told me I could. I’m sorry I didn’t listen when you said I should stop I’m sorry I didn’t listen when everyone said I should stop. I’m sorry I took all those nights seriously. I’m sorry I believed every word you said. Well…not every word. I’m sorry I became such a problem I’m sorry nobody listened to me. I’m sorry for being right. I’m sorry the permanence makes it easier. I’m sorry I failed you. I’m sorry I took the hit I’m sorry I asked you to do that I’m sorry I let you I’m sorry you didn’t listen. I’m sorry I couldn’t stand seeing the bracelet anymore Or the pictures Or the letters Or the poem. I’m sorry I can’t touch them without getting nauseous. I’m sorry the permanence makes it easier. I’m sorry I don’t even hurt that much anymore. I’m sorry I don’t think of you as often as I should I’m sorry you’re not sorry that I don’t think of you as often as I used to think I should I’m sorry it ended this way. I’m sorry you don’t care. I’m sorry I don’t believe your goodbye I’m sorry I don’t believe any of it. I’m sorry I don’t care. I’m sorry I sort of wish it was different I’m sorry I think this is probably for the best. I’m sorry I can’t be there to fix it I’m sorry you let me go. I’m sorry the other side of this coin is gone, Your half dozen of these tacos are still here, We never watched Finding Nemo. You never finished renaming the constellations. I’m sorry I never finished teaching them to you. I’m sorry bandanas are now out of your life I’m sorry you never wear sports bras. I’m sorry my hands feel empty and naked Now that yours are gone. I’m sorry your hand was the best thing that ever happened to mine. I’m sorry that was such a cheesy line. I’m sorry I want a hair-cut I’m sorry I want to chop it all off. I’m sorry you’ve ruined that side of town for me I’m sorry I’m no longer allowed. I’m sorry it ended this way. I’m sorry I would want to forget me too. I’m sorry I kept writing letters I’m sorry you never read them I’m sorry I never will again.