As you push me away 
Tears form 
From that of trying to understand
As all before me tries to vanish 
I read through old messages 
Wondering in what did i do wrong
To further set on 
**** from reality
I get it im a hypocrite 
as i say we control our own destinies 
As this seems forth
My mind only believes
Such of not that concept a lie
So once again 
I bid of sorrow 
Yet cant see fully what i did to cause
Pathetic it seems 
Loneliness just seems to be a destiny put forth 
By the prophecies of many past lives
Yet the ghost of them all haunt me now
I fear all i can do is wrong now 
So if i may ask 
If you want me gone...
Just say it 
You wouldnt be the first so worry over it 
Just 
Keep that shred of humanity's honesty 
I know you have