How do I word this There were complications Not at the start I felt it kick I watched it grow I bonded with something I’d never seen And I cleaned up the mess With bleach and scouring I removed most of the blood Off the now off coloured concrete I watched out for the ambulance Helped them through the door I also was left alone at home Not knowing how bad it was Parts of me still don’t fully understand But I’d never make any demand That even my worst enemy would endure The pain of a labour that defaulted A life that was meaninglessly tore away A last chance at indefinitely But I still don’t know how too word it But I’ll try Rest in peace my little sibling I didn’t even say goodbye - too all the people that understand this I’m sorry x