What is motivation
Motivation isn't about accepting the reality, it's about clarity
Clarity of your goals
Clarity of your dreams
Clarity of what exactly you wanna to be in life.
First clarify your mind what your goals are then start working on it.
Keep that in mind: we can't get success in one night or a  day, it's a lifetime process, so never give up on yourself and on your dreams.
Doesn't matter how many times you have faced failure in life
What matter is that you are trying hard to achieve your goals,
Determination is the key to motivation.