Your steel chair is a wheelbarrow now. Left out in the yard; lonely like a spotlight. Winter for hours like water. Frozen water. Pipes that burst. Breath hangs, in front of the face; making steam of a paint swatch. ***** grey/loose white/loose light: carpet samples, you write your name on the floor. Feel my whiteness; tremors that shook soil from roots and steps from staircases. Your steel chair is a wheelbarrow, now you wonder if you can still sit, wonder what it means to sit; to let gravity in. Winter is hours. So many hours spent ducking in from room to room. And so many more waiting for the next room.