I wish I could fix this. I wish I could alter time and repair the beauty I've broken. You're still everything I need, and that won't disappear. Never. I love you. If you need to hear me say it, then you know where to find me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done, and I'm sorry I didn't say so sooner. I just couldn't bear to let you go. I'm being ripped apart. And I'm Not Getting Better. I miss you. I don't know what I am without you in my life, but whatever I am, I don't like it. If we could speak, I'd make a joke about the play you were in last year. I wish, more than anything, more than life, To return to the festival, and leave behind the strife.