I hate the fact I love u

I threw a way a girl, just to get back with u
I wish I paid attention to what my friends said you would do
You left me in the dark
Alone and fragile
Lets be friends lets just be friends
That's what you said to me

Broke my heart,not for the first time
I wish i dropped my handset
And didn't reply to your texts
After collecting your items
I should of let you walk away
Instead, instead I asked you to stay

Everytime i look at you
I fall in love again
I hate the fact i love you
I hate the fact i love you
I should of let you disappear
Instead your in my mind, but your never here.

I'm scared, I fear your next move
Can we just be friends
I want more, I want more
Did u plan this all along
Foolish behavior was always my specialty

I'm torturing myself
Don't even bother giving sympathy
I'm a danger to myself