insufficiency
is the only thing i see
when i look inside
and even if i cry
my heart is still full
heavy with doubt, pitiful
i can't stand the way i am
i can change, i know i can
but it's so hard
why does everything have to be so hard?
i don't forgive i can't forget
i can't love i don't regret
my chest tightens
the trauma i'm hiding
it is becoming too hard to bear
God show me who is there
because it feels like there isn't
anyone else who cares