internally, i'm screaming oh my God, oh my God i'm so ******* alone, i am alone no one to trust or talk to lost and without a home i tried to isolate myself for growth i played myself, where the **** do i go? i am empty, an abyss no one to care for or miss the people around me are so ******* draining these vessels are soulless holes you fill their thoughts and there is still no hope where the **** am i? where does my heart reside? i have lost it somewhere in the sheets of all the lovers i've come to meet my heart has no home i am alone