I knew a woman once,
with worn couches,
and gentle words,
that would describe me as doe-eyed and wild-hearted,
though no one would ever notice that again.
And she told me that my body should be thought of
as a work of art,
instead of a shameful relic.
I thought that over for awhile,
the idea that the scars I had accumulated
over the course of this lifetime
could be considered beautiful.
And I began to paint my canvas
with beautiful things,
stories of past loves,
past lives,
the places I had once considered home..
So I painted birds across my back,
in honor of my wandering heart,
and the daydreams I had as a child,
of being free.
Inscribed words on my ribs,
from the book that had once so closely
resembled my own soul
I truly believed that they had been written for me.
And you.
I painted you,
my love,
on my shoulder,
as a dragon,
for all the nights we spent
across time and space,
miles and phone lines.
All the hours you had spit flames upon my demons,
sent them cowering into the depths of the night,
all the while saving my soul from
the great unknown.
For if what they say is true,
and my body is temple,
then you have been inscribed on my soul,
like the Gods were inscribed on the walls
of the temples of Delhi.
It is here.
It is here.
"It is here."