If I could have a day
to pretend it's all ok
sit back and not worry
about everything and everyone
we could have had forever
and been in a fairytale
instead we are stuck
on opposite sides of the room
watching and waiting
for a sign that it will be ok.
yearning for the calm
I only get in your embrace.
with you I knew love
adoration and pain.
that you would hold me,
protect me from myself
but also from you.
I just wish you trusted me
enough to hold on
see what it's like to fly
without reservations
to love with everything you got.