TIME IN TIME OUT .....DAYS BETWEEN
Treacherous mix of trash that was supposed to be yesterday now lost
Today slow to reveal itself often not brazen, memories forgotten on a shelf
Finding moments of mental freedom become gifts ,constantly tested, but is there a cost
What mind set was there before it made itself known,maybe in limbo or just a hidden Hell
Can we safely question a scale with no balance ,Is it safe to seek a new heart without knowing our own soul
Time, it began, we know it will end, are my expressions today helping the happiness that I wish to dwell
Forward,forward until we fall ,time stands still until finding a new call,left wondering what will be our new role
Banished back to basics found forming new senses,will they be replenished or left to live as an infidel
Exchange days for daze alert for a maze,bad odds to begin a race ,improvement is now always the main goal
Yesterday lost,Searching in today ,unsure of tomorrow has left us stranded in middle ground focused again on something to repair
No longer comfortable with being "fine" or o.k. to just whine,was something missed or will we be prepared with this constricted confidence for a rise or fall if suddenly swept up in the next squall. R.C.
was originally the idea many have of always being in limbo of either sick or recovering ,so when does the "normal" time start or end? is hard to explain for many,is also different than many other problems in that we DO recover ,only to crash over and over again so it becomes a revolving door .
The patterns of this can become your undoing if you let it.
Thanks for reading. your thoughts are helpful. Rick