Who told you to leave
Who told me to grieve
You put me through so much change
****** my emotions and redistributed pain
You're the epitome of bad decisions
All the dark places I never wanted to live in
Your harsh words creating painful incisions
Left me with despair
Trying to gasp for air
Trying to force you to care
Thinking only one thought
How could you dare?
Do this to me, do this to us
I never wanted to leave
But I will if I must
I take no pleasure in walking away
I have to much pride to beg you to stay
I can't let you see the pain
Switching over from bae to just no name
Time is no medicine but it helps me heal
Concluding that I can't force you to feel
I pray for your happiness like I pray for my own
You predicted this and I didn't believe
I honestly thought you would never leave
I guess you're doing me a favor
Still ***** I put my love, trust and labor
I gave it all
Just to watch it fall