My nose hurts so badly it will be difficult to kiss, my mouth tasting of Portugal, socks smelling of smoke. Did we gain an hour today, or yesterday? Whichever, I know where I spent it, in a room filled with ash and truthful "no judgment." Where a pregnancy scare started in a closet. Where that same scare ended on the couch. And if I had an extra hour every week, I know exactly where I'd spend it. Next to you, in that room.