I can't lie to you.
I never have been able to.
I'm breaking faster then I ever thought possible,
Your smile in everyday obstacles.
I spent yesterday chasing the same happiness I had with you.
It's not the same without the openness  and comfort.
I get to the top of the water barely long enough to get a gasp of air.
The waves come in strong and I realize how alone I am.

I can't lie to you.
I never have been able to.
Watching you in the rearview,

I love you.