soulmates are an ugly thought as if we must love one person like we must live one life as if we must give ourselves in the pursuit of it like nirvana
love should be distributed like rivers into tributaries like waterfalls into ravines love should burst forth from you like rain you should water the people in your life like trees in rainforests - like flowerbeds in gardens, houseplants on windowsills how dare you think you should drown a person singularly in an ocean? have you ever thought how lonely that might be how utterly unforgiving?
why dare them to swim to the seabed if it is impossible if they will die before they reach the end? you should dole out your love in bottles, cups, ice cubes you should flood the whole basin of your life until everyone you care for is saturated in it
turn your love into a monsoon into the drizzle that saves someones crops into the storm someone gets caught in and relishes into the pitter-patter drops outside somebodies room
make your love fluid let it seep into the crevices of the pavement the cracks in the foundations and even when it freezes, it shall expand break something open until it melts again leave people changed by you blessed by the memory, craving your return - replenished all the same.