I smoke out the pain
and forget about how much it hurts.
let me laugh at nothing
to replace it just the same.

I'll sleep away the sorrow
instead of going out.
then at least I can dream
that I will see you tomorrow.

Starve myself away the urge to text you
so my mind is focused on weight.
maybe if I'm thin
you'll love me too.

I will never be able to hear your name
and not have my heart skip a beat.

The right side of my bed
will always remind me of you.