In the Fall it smelled like hickory smoke and rotting leaves and maples I would stand outside on the cold dry porch, cutting my bare feet on the staples It reminded me of Camp David, when the fog layed on the water I was all alone and the weather wasn't getting any hotter
In the Winter it smelled like diamonds and sugar and glacial water I would run about in the yard, feeling my toes freeze slowly It reminded me of Leavenworth, when I would get trapped underneath the porch I was all alone and I carried a torch
In the Spring it smelled like candy and apple blossom trees I would read poetry on the lawn chair, feeling it scratch my arms It reminded me of Christ and the blood he must have spilt I was all alone and it was becoming hell
In the Summer it smelled like fire, cotton candy and beach sand I would lay on the porch and let myself melt It reminded me of Roslyn where we wrote our names in charcoal on cliff faces I was all alone because I'm a girl that someone replaces