I’m not afraid of dying. I’m afraid for my daughters to be alone. Actually... I’m afraid to wake up. To see a post saying R.I.P. To the person that I share life with. Not my lover. I’m not the key to his heart. Actually... not even my friend. But we share 2 queens together, We used to share things together. Feelings. Emotions. Time. Time down the drain. Apocalypse. Why do I fear of being without him, When him isn’t even here? Apocalypse.