If I went to sleep at night would it be alright If I closed my eyes To the truth that I denied Lifelessly laying there I cried For a father whom I despised Abused and afraid I wondered why? You broke my heart and you alone did How could you leave your first ******* kid? Trapped in a mental cage and one I cannot rid And ill be honest it still hurts me till this day When asked about my father I have nothing much to say You chose another family, another life over me Made a child and forgot about her so easily