I see the shower floor The grated tiled housing tiny drops of water soap cloaks me as it is my only protection the fresh scent of vanilla is what helps me It helps me get through my day I earn compliments meant for the soap I earn smiles and whistles thanks to the soap I feel the oil begin to sink into my skin My heart rejects it My brain tells me no My eyes and nose say yes I need compliments to make me feel good donβt I?