why is caring
so
hard?

especially when i am so
empathetic

i feel others' emotions
their hurt and fear and love
as if they were my own

so why can i not
bring myself to
any sort of
motivation?

it is easier by far
to let everything
sort itself out
it doesn't need
any help from me

why don't i
care?

how can such empathy
coexist with this utter
apathy?

and i know
this should bother me
but hey
guess what?
i kinda don't care

h.f.m.