Either you lose yourself or you reach the last both boils down to zero, marking the end, and stretches to another beginning
This is the hardest part of the game, to start over again and again, until you realize the futility of repeating the same thing, of repeating the same thing.
It is in these moments you find more than what you wish. It is in these moments you try to realize your essence
It's okay, struggle, writhe, agonize until you squeeze every emotion you feel. then think. after all, sunshine cannot appear when a storm's brewing
I too, believe, that Sisyphus is happy. That in the eternal cycle of the same act, he found a meaning, he created a meaning.