It seems i've lost my heart and soul somewhere in this mess. I just want to be me again and be done with all the rest. But who am i really? I've done my fare share of sinning but i can't be the only one who's guilty. So where do i go when i've got next to nothing left? There is no good left locked away inside my chest. So what happened to feeling so deeply? I'm not too sure, but at the bottom is where they're keeping me. I have my eyes set on love, but do i have any to give? If i don't, how do i get it back? I need it to live. But who could love someone as disturbed and unfit? I'm running out of options, where is it that i sit? So until i can get out of this cesspool i live in, I'll do my best to fix this, and not to sin.