"is it better to speak or die?"
to speak.
tell the thruth
lay it out there.

i pride myself on being someone honest
someone who says what she thinks
and feels what she feels,
unapolegetic.

i wish i chose to die
because i'm a paradox
someone who says she's honest
yet keeps most of herself locked away
hidden, too scared to talk
too close to touch.

in the never ending battle between
speaking or dying
being corageous or a coward
i die
i'm a coward