Everything today has shown me,
Everything I needed to see.

I didn't message the same,
I wanted YOU to ask why,
I wanted YOU to care.
You didn't.

I showed HIM how I felt,
I told HIM I was ready for death,
I just wanted HIM to answer.
He didn't.

I tried to be happy,
I watched my favourite things,
I ate my favourite food.
It didn't work.

Maybe I should end it,
Nothing ever works,
Not the way I want it to.