I smile so widely,
And there's a time I act so wildly.

People think I'm a happy go lucky person,
But not really it's only a different version.

I change from time to time.
People doesn't know my struggles.

Too many of them keep on saying that you should love yourself,
How am I going to love myself if I always felt the same way,
Wherein I felt like I'm just a trash.

I'm not degrading myself,
I'm just telling the truth.

Those mistakes hides on my jacket,
While keeping it on a locket.

Drowning myself on my own tears,
Makes me want to run like those cute deers.

People wasting their highlighters ink, on a book, highlighting the important details, while me highlighting the days that I cried a lot.

Behind those smiles,
is sadness.