Exhausted, each letter drops
from my head to my feet
a blank screen behind these eyes
why?
understanding is futile
and wondering is growing weak
wanting, waiting
empty wishes
fall like ash
clouding my judgement.
just a fox and a hound
evading my pursuits
i'm left without your hand
warmth, smile, touch, breath
ingredients to your heart.
Mystified, my haze injects into my mind.
uncontrollable
my blood squirms
with a single thought
her...
polished, porcelain doll
of mocha caramel flavor
painted happiness, internal despair
all i ever think about.
waking moments reflect daydream hopes
dreaming scenes
of tomorrow
a ghost, a whisper on her neck
she'll never know.