yeah, i'm bothered about sober people... they seek the most ferocious tattoos... dementia elders speak solely in a metaphor medium... sober people tend to their seriousness, and tend to lisp their R sisyphus antics... what am i to gain from pretending an Atlas posture in the hunchback... the world and the next... because the Jews felt no inclination to sing-along within the confines of the "hanging gardens" of Babylon... no madness hiding behind the ******* of the pyramids though... no Jews among Aztecs though... no story, no manna... no media... and: those bits in between... lazily the global congregate and... mind you: i feel nausea experiecing a mono-chromatic society of Warsaw... not as antagonism... just not used to white people living in white lands... i felt the same nausea for the better part of 2 weeks seeking shade in Kenya... Mombasa barefoot traffic... and the macaque monkeys... the warmth of the Indian sea... the rest? a relief from even having moved; l.s.d. equivalent of equitorial night and day hours... falling asleep on the beach watching the punching waves... crude Picasso taking to a mould... and rest? remnants of an unsatisfactory dream.