completely shattered
the waves continue to crash down

i lift my head up
but air never comes

my lungs are burning
my body, weak and shivering

i try to speak
but all that exits are screams

i gag my mouth
i pull my hair
i scratch my skin

anything to make the pain stop

your words, they linger
although i knew they were all in rage

they don't go away

"i ******* hate you"

they circle in my head
becoming bigger with every orbit

so big till they drown me
swallow me whole

i become them

im just a fragment of who i used to be
ive become what youve told me i am

and with every fight
i lose a little bit of myself even more

will i disappear?