please— don’t worry; about the feelings you cannot quite muster or the actions you cannot quite accomplish— for simply having you here would suffice.
[for it is not always the ocean or the waves themselves that bring peace, indeed— sometimes, simply a scent of sea air can be enough to put one at ease.]
and do not ask why I wait at the window, on this blustery winter night, candles flickering in the den, flames snapping in the fireplace, pots sizzling on the stove—
instead, inquire as to how long I will wait until you sweep in with snow sleeping on your eyelashes, the zephyr of the west still singing in your ears, an exhausted smile of bruised hope dancing with your dimpled cheeks— for yes, oh yes, I am still here, waiting.
please, do not worry, for the night is young, the stove will keep warm, and if I sleep, I will wake at the door— for I will greet you with blankets wrapped around my shoulders in which to bring you warmth, and my toes will stretch to allow me to hold you closer, but my words will truly bring you in from the cold: have peace, for all is well, my love. all is well with our souls.