May 2018
"What do you want?"
It keeps on repeating
Like the old vinyl I bought yesterday
Enter the University for my parents
Took this course based on my friends
Choose this path 'cause someone says
Did I really want this life
Life like a zombie
Fed by others brain
"What do you want?"
I have the answers in my hand
To write is what makes me happy
To understand you
That's what I really wanted to do
"What do you want?"
Am I late to tell
THIS IS WHAT I WANT.
It keeps on repeating
Like the old vinyl I bought yesterday
Enter the University for my parents
Took this course based on my friends
Choose this path 'cause someone says
Did I really want this life
Life like a zombie
Fed by others brain
"What do you want?"
I have the answers in my hand
To write is what makes me happy
To understand you
That's what I really wanted to do
"What do you want?"
Am I late to tell
THIS IS WHAT I WANT.
It makes me sad that it took four years before I finally realized what I really wanted to do in my life and surprise, I'm done with college. And what more awful, reality hits me when this question was asked to me "How about you, what do you want?". I thought, this path and decisions I choose is what I want because I make people around me happy but, it doesn't makes me happy at all. This is not what I want and I wish I really could turn back and pick my decision again. :(
