I. hair in luxurious brown ringlets stiff with hairspray arm bent down my back elbow in my face fingers contort jump and spin grab the zipper and zip up my dress in front of the mirror bejeweled bodice weighs me down bright blue drowns me out let the reflection of my own two hazel brown eyes hypnotize me fingers absentmindedly re-twist my curls then snap out of it plop onto the floor and strap on my heels practice walking calves and ankles clench to keep from falling over
II. picture-perfect makeup dates in pressed tuxedoes find your friends elegant silver jewelry sequins sparkles and flowing colors blur together hold hands pose here you have an eyelash fix that one button there careful don't trip you look beautiful quick one more smile
III. bass pounding pulsing in the walls and behind my eyes dizzying rainbow lights crowd jumping blind and deaf screaming curls fall out makeup melts fists make dents in the humid air ties loosen heels ripped off sore feet
IV. stumble outside soft cool twilight bass still rattling the floor but someone's prom date is a poet too pure thoughts about art and constellations and calculus silence the mob inside hours fly sky darkens stars reflect like glowing freckles onto smiling cheeks
V. put your shoes back on "get his number!" because you think I won't be satisfied until I kiss him? we spent a night under the stars together our minds together crafted thoughts that penetrated the cosmos and will float among the stars for eternity we were in each other's lives for as long as we needed to be created infinity together and now – we carry out our life sentences alone